I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes I have many scars.
I tan easily. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I have piercing in places besides my ears. I have freckles. I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve run away from home. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want to have kids someday. I’ve lost a child. I’m in school. I have a job. I’ve fallen asleep at work/school. I almost always do/did my homework. I’ve missed a week or more of school. I failed more than 1 class last year. I’ve stolen something from my job. I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation. Disney movies still make me cry. (Toy Story 3 man… D’X) I’ve peed from laughing. I’ve snorted while laughing I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve had my pants rip in public (Halloween 2006) I was born with a disease/impairment I’ve gotten stitches/staples. I’ve broken a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I had a serious surgery. I’ve had chicken pox. I’ve had measles. I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Canada I’ve been to Mexico I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Japan. I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. I’ve been to Europe I’ve been to Africa. I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star I’ve wished on a shooting star I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. (Road Trip!) I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. I’ve been to a casino I’ve been skydiving. I’ve gone skinny dipping. I’ve played spin the bottle. I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I’ve crashed a car. I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a play. (I love it so much <3) I’ve met someone in person from Facebook. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. (Like, everytime it snows :) ) I’ve seen the Northern lights. I’ve sat on a roof top at night. (4th of July) I’ve played chicken (in the hallway and in the pool :) ) I’ve played a prank on someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi. I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (Da*n it Janet, you’re a Sl*t!) I’ve eaten sushi. I’ve been snowboarding. I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m engaged. I’m married. I’ve gone on a blind date. I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. (Who hasn’t?) I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship. I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex I’ve had a crush on a teacher. I am a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I have kissed a stranger. I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. (I promised my Doctor I wouldn’t ride a bike without a helmet. :( ) I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve sneaked out of my house. I have lied to my parents about where I am. I am keeping a secret from the world. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve cheated on a test. (1st grade spelling test.) I’ve run a red light. (Well, it was yellow, but still…) I’ve been suspended from school. I’ve witnessed a crime. I’ve been in a fist fight. I’ve been arrested. I’ve consumed alcohol. (Frou Frou drinks! :) ) I regularly drink. (water) I’ve passed out from drinking. I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. I’ve smoked weed I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them. I’ve eaten shrooms. I’ve popped E. I’ve inhaled Nitrous. I’ve done hard drugs. I have cough drops when I’m not sick. I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. I shut others out when I’m depressed. I take anti-depressants. I have been anorexic or bulimic. I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it. I’ve hurt myself on purpose. I’ve woken up crying. (I had a dream I got kidnapped.) I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone dying. Someone close to me has committed suicide. I’ve planned my own suicide I’ve attempted suicide. I’ve written a eulogy for myself. I own over 5 rap CDs. I own an iPod or MP3 player. I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. I own something from Hot Topic. I own something from Pac Sun.
hi! sorry you don't know me, but i just read your post about how "today sucked" and how you aren't feeling that well..are you okay? im not sure if you want to talk about it, but if you'd like to know who i am, then i'll message you. :)
I’ll be okay, but now I’m sick :P so yesterday wasn’t the greatest day, but todays a new one right? Even if I don’t get to do anything, I can still play on the computer and play video games and watch TV and stuff like that that doesn’t involve moving too much :) Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, but Today is a gift, which is why it’s called the present. :) Everything will be just fine and it’ll all get better in time. Thank you so much for caring though, you really are a very kind person <3
just everything I guess. Everyone is so mean, and I’m a terrible person with a hurtful sense of humor. I hate hurting people more than anything, and Everyone is biting back. I hate being defensive, so I just keep puting my head down and not responding. Deleting my hate mail, ignoring mean people, and I’m sick of it. I hate sucking it up. hate hate hate.
I’m in that awkward spot between RAGE and CRY and it’s really bugging me. Like, today sucked. I’m just… I suck today. I.SUCK. Part of me wants to beat someone up and part of me wants to curl up in a ball and cry. I would just love to be happy right now. But my mind over matter isn’t working. I always tell bored or sad or angry people to make today special, but today has just been especially crappy. I don’t even know what to do right now. I was going to take a bath, but my dad got in the shower so now I have to wait for the hot water to fill up again. So I guess I’ll sit here on Tumblr and rant to people that could care less about me and my life. Of course with the exception of a few people that like me in real life. Maybe I’ll go watch the last episode of LOST season 1. idek. I’d love to go be happy. I’m not sure how to go about doing so. I’m not even in the mood to play Zelda. THIS IS SERIOUS STUFF MAN… SERIOUSSS STUFFF!
sometimes you do something nice because you want someone to be happy. And sometimes you worry that no one would do the same for you. You're not asking for something in return. Sometimes it's just to be treated like a human being.